currently listeninqq to; Build to Last
moOd; damn STRESSed lurhs.

even dapp and cass iis crazy bout thiis watch , they bought 1 for themsleves.


see that GIRL, yupps, she's just so that CRAZY :)


so slow siia, she tye hair ;x

GIGI and xinyi , take a lonq decision b4 goinq to a cubicle.

mii and dapp hand.
hahas . TWIST x:




when cher haven come, we help to prepared tat watch cause, todayy so many girls wear this kind of watch. HAHHS.
it's XUEPING hands and CHEWYENG helpinqq her out.



this watch ! its the MOST expensive wann.
yupps. its.....
$(1.78 x 100)..
'CHEAP' riite ??

thas cass, mii and CHEWYENG hands and watch.
mine iis dapp lend derhs. lols.
ii AM GONNA BUY okayys !

currently listeninqq to; Teardrops on my guitar
mOod; -.-'' i'm TIRED, of doinq all this.


28 FEB `o8
Thursday
okayys, todayy was actually very FINE through the sku hours, just only due to somethinqq.
that make miiue go REAL MOODLESS. but then later okay liiao,
THANKS to ONGPEISHI and SHANKARI.
they consoled mii. THANKS yeahs. BUT still damn MOODLESS. ii dunchh noe what to do.
WHAT the hell cann ii do ? ii am goinqq CRAZY lurhs.
really dunchh noe what to ritie lurhs, and yupps. Ms. Chong ask mii to stay back-detention ferh nort writing 1 and half more for the Lit. hell larhs.
then ahhas,diin wait ferh ONGPEISHI , cause ii thought that Jaymian says that they dunchh have remedial liiao, then thought she went home liiao , since ii diin saw her. >.<
sorry arhs, and yupps. ii dunchh noe how to forget . forget what ii did is easy, but him, ii cant forget. ah yarhs. ii dunchh noe larhs.
ANYway tomorow going to have CAMPCRAFT traininqq, and the next day ii have competition,
very scaryy niia.
&& yupps, lastly thanks yeahs, GIRL-fyes ;TEOBAOYING and PHANGGIGI [:

&& someone says ii am hidinqq somethinq from them. BUT ii really DON't HAVE !
anyway, there might be, but its not a BIG thinq, but ii dunchh remember . but ii can SWEAR ii dunchh have lurhs.
ii dunchh wann to go inside the DARK ROOM. and let everybody noe. IF wanna talk to mii or let mii dream it personally >.<
ii wanna cry liiao larhs, its nort as easy as youus think.

AND yarhs, NGJIAWEI ask miiue to change 2e8`o7 blog to TEARDROPS on my guitar ~ And he introduce miiue loads of SONGS , hahas. So NICE. THANKS yeahs~

AHH.JERR

p.s; GOD, may you grand my wish .
LET mii FORGET hiim.

Labels: forget EVRYTHING, ii wanna forget

HAHAHS, CAUGHT youu !
currently listeninqq to; Like i love you
mOod ; fcukinn mood. hahas,

27 FEB `o8
Wednesday
ii diint reslise that today was 27 feb, till ONGPEISHI and ILLYANA told miiue.
ii was totally gone BLUR-shucks, had my first lesson which iis E-maths.
the exam was totally DIFFICULT lurhs, ii am going to FAIL badly :x
after that was Literature, yupps . and wat ii had expected, my lit FAIL :x -laughs.
after that was ART- interestinqq larhs, just simply love ART.
after ART was Chinese lesson, and again , ii fell asleep while doinq the comprehension.
ii just simply HATE C-H-I-N-E-S-E . LOLs.
with chew yeng and .. no-one. waited and hanginq around the school , just to wait ferh my girlfyes,
was supposed to peii dapp derhs, then cause SHAMILAH ask miiue to send her the photos that we took last sat, hahahs. so yupps, sorry yeahs, DAPP.
reached home and PRACTIVE PIANO and ONLINE then NAP^^

AHH.JERR:]


shucks. P.S ; SITI, ii might cant go ferh taekwondo traininqq this sun. SORRY urhs.
but will let youus noe by sat^^
currently listeninqq to; Sometimes When we Touch
MoOd; Nervous and TIRED
25 Feb `o8
Tuesday;
OH GOSH~
tomorow iis Maths CA lerhs, dyinqq liiao.
&& finally ii understood P.O.A lerhs. THANKS to Mr. Soh, ONGPEISHI, SNGXINYI and Phanggigi ?
hahahs, whatever larhs.
SNGXINYI -say so much that ii remeber somethinqq, Phanggigi-help miiue called cher come when ii nidd help, ONGPEISHI-help miiue revise ?
hahahs, BUT THANKS TO THEM lurhs.
hahahs, i've nort revised my maths yet.shucks larhs, ii dunchh understand.
supposinqq Michelle iis teachinq miue on Sundayy fer my up-cominq maths CA, but i've course at outside. so end up diin come lerhs. died meat;laughs :)
yupps, Uh-huh..
&& went to shopp together with GIGI and XINYI , eventough we are penny-less.
GIGI aim-ed the ice-cream stick and the frame ferh PSP.
ii aim-ed the clothes, how bout XINYI ?
yupps[: ---- she aimed the " WANTON noodles & bubble tea "
hahhas, jk. she kept on look out ferh those key-chian stuff, and said ii look them 'it' ..
WTH, hahahs. funny lurhs , she..
hahahs, shall end here.
WANTS to revised MATHS liiao, see DAP. ii so guaii ~
AHH.JERR
currently listeninqq to: -
MoOd: Fed up and tired

TSOJIAMIN and PNGPEISHI


DAPHNE and CASSALYN



okayys, kindda moody todayy. cant tell exactly why...

currently listeninqq to; You make me wanna
MoOd; ITCHY~

PIC of the dayy:

Sha .. and DIYANA iis just been too crazy bout the see-saw




the boyys. so "ren zhen"


the tentage which iis the BEST among i've seen.

hahahs, lathifah,mii,Diyana :))

SHAMILAH&ZULAIKHA ma'am




PIC. of the dayy ( 22/02/08):

the STUPID mosquitoes, BITE my legs and ELBOW.

miiue and my dharlinqq.

PEACE and freak off.


hahahs, just so in'luv with her.
yeaps, ytd loads of ppl ask miiue loads of question larhs.
due to BGR,
what the hell, the answers so difficult answer siia.
but cann understand how they feel. LOLs.
ermms,

22 FEB `o8
x-country.
hahahs, wole up damn early. my alarm was set to 5 a.m but woke up at 5.45 a.m
ahhahs, rushinqq here and there . And finally at 6.30 reached lathifah's block.
GOD, was damn COLD and scary. GOD, my heart pump so fast lorhs, her block was so dark.
Plus, ii sat at a corner waitinqq fer her,
finally she came down with her dad. walk to P.M
was supposed to wait ferh Kathik and Yi Sien, but they were nort here,.
met LOWXINYU at 7-11 . HAHAHS,
walk to the bus-stop, 3 buses went off and diin even stop , cause was so many BOONLAYIANS feel up the bus.HOHO. so decided to take 192 opposite,
the bus driver drive so slow lurhs, then we decided to alight at the the 99 bus-stop near BLSS.
hahahas, was already 7.00 p.m . cross the road and waited fer the bus .
was ezpected to be lesser ppls, but 2 buses went off too!
saw CALING , MINGHUI and PEIWEN.
decided to cab, but sunddenly gort a 193 bus came luckily,
cut the qeue and manage to squezze in the bus.
reached SDC at 7.35 p.m . hahahs, lucky cher nv scold. then later go to our checkpionts. CHECKPOINT 16...
waited fer someone... LOWXINYU. HAHAHS,
hais yarhs, she diin fall.
but ii told her ii dunchh treat patients. ii catch THEIF. HAHAHHAHS,
see b'cause of all my friends, ii gort MOSQUITO bites all over my legs.
hahahs, ii so WEI DA.
ahhahs , jk.
the mosquito are so fiercre karhs.
aloads siia. but so many , SUCK and DRINK my BLOOD.
;later took cab go home,
with lathifah , Zender and Qiiu Yan take cab.
ahahhas , was so happy went there's no NPCC traninqq. but .. haiis.
tomorow the BOYS team, iis gonna go fer COMPETITION.
ahhahas. GD LUCKS yeahs~
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AHH.JERR
Currently Listeninqq to; Only youus
MoOd: tired while.. ahhahahas~



currently listeninqq to: Dear Dairy
MooD; Stupid >.<





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currently Listeninqq to: My Girl OST-Never say GOODBYE
MoOd: tired ):

ahhahs , see ii still kept it,
youus gave miiue derh^^


the oranges ii love best durinqq the dinner.

hahas, my aunt, counsin, ''yeye'',''san shu gong'' and GRANNY^^

2nd shots.

3rd shot. ( oopss, been caught by sherlin)

4th shots.
ahhahs ,
FUNNY~
proud to be iin a cantonese FAMILY~
ahhas^^
The breeze rides pass my face as i look numbly at the grave. The engravinqs on the stone are meticulary don, and a closer look would reveal that this young man lived for only nineteen years. I stared at the stone, and abandoned memories come runninq back to me, This time, i let the sadness in. I know that iy will take me sown memory lane to places I have promised myself never to return. But today is different. Today, i will try to mend the tear in my heart.
It began two years ago, when he felt that tehre was no promise in life. It did not matter that he was not a good student. He was intelligent, bright and caring. And he loved me.
He dropped out of school, He was lonely, and even my parent shunned him. Depressed and helpless, he surrended himeself to everythinq, anyone, willing to accept him. Busy with school and own social life, I was lefy in the dark about anythinq taht went on in his life. Now, whem i think od it, i cannort believe hpw little i had known, espescially about someone who lived under the same roof.
All i knew was that he would walk into the house way after midnight, his clothinq soiled and his in a mess. The smell of smoke mingling with perfume would drift intyo my room, and that was the only significance of his return. He never made a sound.
He was unemployed, and my parents refused to give him any pocket money. But he was rich. His cupboard was packed with expensive clothes, and he could afford anythinq in the world.
I was more auspicious than worried. " i dont understand where you get all that money." i told him one rate night taht saw him home before bedtime. He laughed kindly, and told me not to worried. I saw the familar sad little boy in his eyes, and didnt ask anymore. I tried not to think about it, but i could not. It haunted me like a mad ghost, not wantinq to let go.
That was the begininq, As the time went by, I saw less and less of him, My parents did not miss him, but i did. I missed the person i used to confine in, and i missed the kind, happy face.
One day, my rabbit hopped into his room. I chased after it, but it was too fas. I surveyed the mess in his room, and i knew i could never find it among the heaps of dirty clothed, Cleverly, I stood at the door and listened hard. To my delight, I heard teh sound of crackling plastic, and followed by it, my rabiit tail.I swiftly lifted its soft, furry body, and held it in front of my eyes. A small packet of white powder fell in its mouth . My eyes shifted from the fallen oject to the rabbit and i screamed. Its eyes were wide open, and its small mouth was agape. Its limb jerked forward and backwwards as if in a trance, This lasted for no more than five sconds, but its was enough to send me rushinq to the vet with the poor rabbit in my arms.
The vet could not help it, and i rememeber his low, suspicious voice. " your rabbit died of drug overdose. its called herion. heard of it ? " He stared at me for a moment before he hurried away.
i could do nothing that day. I went home in daze, and swept up in an empty tissue box and went to sleep .
I must have slept for a long time, because when i woke up, i heard someone leavinqq the house, and the vlock read three in the morininqq.
It was him going out. But at this late hour? I felt for my glasses, and quietly followed him out of the house.
I regconised his shadow , and followed it to a dark alley. The density of the place was overwhelming, and the play of the shadow against the brick and concrete almost gave me away, but i was nimble on my feet and was quicly to aviod the streetlights.
I saw him stop in the middle of an open sapce, Someone- a short plump figure- came towards him. I saw hands exchanqinq money for enormous packets. I heard the vet voice. " Its called herion, heard of it? "
And then eveythinq happened in a flash. A groups of boys armed with stricks rushed out from nowhere and attacked the short man. Through all the flyinq punshed. I saw him pick up a stick from a floor and land a final blow on the short man"s head. Then everything was calm agian, as if nothinq had happend.
Suddenly, he turned around, and i knew that he had seen me. I watched with terror as he stranined his eyes towards me, makinq a greater hooror of the mask that had replaced his face. He slashed his throat with his finger to illustrate the gravity of crime. I turned and ran home. With tremblinq hands, I called the police.
They camed in a few minutes, and laid an ambush in the garden. when he stepped through the gate, they took him away. I watched from the window shouldered man had become. As he was led away, He looked up at me. He blessed with. My eyes met his, and isaw tears runninq down his face. I had never seen him cry before, and i looked sadly away.
I found out sometime later that he had been sentenced to death. In that few weeks, My parents spoke more bout him more than they ever had throughtout his lifetime. It made me relise how someone so right could go so wrong, and it broke my heart just thinkinq of it.
At that moment, I regretted what i done, But now, I know tha there was no wrong in what i did.
as i look at the flowers near my feet, I felt the tear in my heart close up. I can never run from teh sadness again, because i hace sealed it in me.But i will turn it into my most precious memory, and i leave it where i will leave my childhood in this moment of reflection.
If i could turn back the time, I wouldnt , because by doing what i had done, i had saved others from the one i had caused teh death of, no matter how much he loved me, no matter how much i loved him.

Currently listeninqq to: Loveholic
MoOd: happy and SICK at the same time.

see , ii fixed it ~